a free spirit

I want to ride the wind and climb the mountains
i want the breeze beneath my wings and the sun high in the sky
i want to live a life of wonder and of freedom
and more then any other thing i want to soar, i want to fly

I want no ties to bind me
i want this one life that i was given to be tinged in beauty
i want no friends to mourn me
i merely wish to live my life freely

I want to cross the desert and swim the ocean
i want each breath to be as my last
and in the end i want my soul unbroken
i want no future and no past

I want my clouds lined in silver and in gold
i want to breathe
i want to break all molds
i wish to be

Like any other on this earth i have hurt
but, all the world i will forgive
i want no bonds of hatred and pain
i simply want life and to live

a light in the dark

Well my friend just texted me and she is having the worst day ever, the most impossibly horrendous day possible. So i decided to write this post in honor of her.

Ok, so everyone knows about *yin and yang right? If not don't worry I'm about to explain, if you do just listen anyway. Maybe you know about it, but have you ever really thought about it? Probably not, i mean who really does. But back to the point, yin and yang are the Chinese representations of opposites. Some of you are probably sitting there with a dumb look on your face and the words say what in your minds. I'm talking about opposites like black and white, good and evil, so on and so forth, but yin and yang go even deeper then that.

What is the simplest representation of opposites? Good and evil, but let's think for a second is anything in this world well and truly good or evil? The answer....HELL NO. Growing up everyone from your parents to your teachers tell you this is this and that is that. As you grow older you learn the truth. That there are times when this is that and that is this; when there is no black or white... just varying shades of grey. Its the same for good and evil. In my opinion there is no such thing pure evil or even pure good. All that exists are things that are more evil or more good. the yin yang symbol represents this very well. The white side is like a warning. it seems to say be careful because even in the purest seeming thing there is some evil, whether it be in the intentions or in the act. On the other hand the black side is to serve as a reminder that even in your darkest time there is a little bit of light.

So try and remember when you are having the crappiest day you can imagine, and you can't see any light at all in the world, that somewhere in this wide wide world there is someone having a worse day, week, month, year then you. True this a cliched saying that you probably got told countless times through out your childhood, but it works. So use this old, worn out cliched saying as your light in the unrelenting darkness......and tell your bad day to piss off!




*Yin and yang are symbolised as a circle that is half white and half black with a dot of black in the white and vice versa.

a bit about a bunch of things

Well, this is my first ever blogging.(I apologise in advance for misspelling, bad grammar, and overall random boring things). I have absolutely no idea if anyone will like or even care about my blog, and truth be told i don't need you to. (Though i will ask that nobody send me mean comments. my feelings get hurt easily lol.) I'm making this blog simply because it seems like an interesting way to pass the unending monotonous days of my life. in this blog i won't write about just one thing, no matter how good or important that one thing may be. i couldn't even if i wanted to. Why? Because I'd get bored! And you'd get bored and he/she/we'd get bored, and after all that where would we be..... in our own little cosy pit of boredom that's where. So if its ok with you I'll try and avoid that at all costs.

In this blog some things you might expect are: numerous rants about things i don't like or things that piss me off, my day-to-day view on whatever i feel like talking about at that moment, maybe some stories about my life, or some stories that I've written. I'll write about whatever catches my fancy or yours. Feel free to give me some ideas, I'd appreciate it.

I'll probably post every week or so, more if somehow this becomes super popular or i just feel like talking, less if i just get busy.

Putting it out there right now I apologise if I offend anyone in any of my posts. Write me about it, let me know. true i don't care if anyone likes my posts, but i also don't want to needlessly hurt someone. I'm very open about all my beliefs and very easygoing about them too.

So now you all know a little about my blog. It's kinda boring true, but hey read it anyway you might learn something(you might not have wanted to know but you'll learn it anyway lol). I guess that's it for tonight. I'm outy. Peace=]